Stars ♥

To be a star, you must shine your own light, follow your own path, and don't worry about the darkness, for that is when the stars shine brightest

Moods

Was in a good mood on Friday/Saturday. Officially swung right back to cranky today. Ugh. Why do boys suck so much? Nolan's sending me my necklace back. I think hes done with me. Its the only text i got from him in like a week. Saying he still has it and that he doesn't have my address. Every time we talk he seems so far away I can't stand it anymore. So I just told him that I don't think we should anymore. Hurts too much. Terrible way to start this weekend.






New ink most definitely needed

Acceptance

So, I've been alone for awhile and I think that's whats making me angry recently. And by recently I mean like for the past couple weeks. I go through the motions but I really only get truly happy when Attention is being paid to me. This is bad. I know I wont mess up more than I already did, but I need someone.


I realized that I talk to Greg a lot, like every day, and that I feel weird when I don't talk to him. I have most definitely transferred my need to talk to Superman with my need to talk to Greg. I hate this. I most definitely turn to Greg, not for the emotional side of a relationship, but for the having someone there side.

I just want to go back to the happy me. And I am starting to think I need someone in my life for me to be happy. Will I never be whole if I'm alone?