
So, I've been alone for awhile and I think that's whats making me angry recently. And by recently I mean like for the past couple weeks. I go through the motions but I really only get truly happy when Attention is being paid to me. This is bad. I know I wont mess up more than I already did, but I need someone.
I realized that I talk to Greg a lot, like every day, and that I feel weird when I don't talk to him. I have most definitely transferred my need to talk to Superman with my need to talk to Greg. I hate this. I most definitely turn to Greg, not for the emotional side of a relationship, but for the having someone there side.
I just want to go back to the happy me. And I am starting to think I need someone in my life for me to be happy. Will I never be whole if I'm alone?
Miss A I think you're wonderful all on your own. I mean that.
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