Falala Lifetime

Deck the halls with boughs of holly, Fa la la la la, la la la la. Ties the season to be jolly, Fa la la la la, la la la la.

Don we now our gay apparel, Fa la la, la la la, la la la. Troll the ancient Yule tide carol, Fa la la la la, la la la la.

See the blazing Yule before us, Fa la la la la, la la la la. Strike the harp and join the chorus. Fa la la la la, la la la la.

Follow me in merry measure, Fa la la la la, la la la la. While I tell of Yule tide treasure, Fa la la la la, la la la la.

Fast away the old year passes, Fa la la la la, la la la la. Hail the new, ye lads and lasses, Fa la la la la, la la la la.

Sing we joyous, all together, Fa la la la la, la la la la. Heedless of the wind and weather, Fa la la la la, la la la la.

Faries

Farie Hollow is now a game for Nintendo D.S. If only I had my charger...

Admittance

I. LOVE. HIM. [warm attachment, enthusiasm, or devotion]

I feel like such a fool. I have given up my ways for him. I stay in much more this year. I guess that its not that much of a shock.
* At first I was out all of the time.
* Then I was only out some of the time.
* Now I go out none of the time.


I would love to give my heart to him. I would do it without a second thought if he asked. We even have the same blood type so I know he could take good care of it.



SAPPYYYYYYY

EnvironMENTAL

Read below to see what I should be working on instead of creating this post. Oh well, college is for learning! I guess that my essays are the one time that I can be creative during my college experience. Especially when I'm not entirely sure what I'm writing about... Oh well, try to enjoy. :)




In his book, Last Child in the Woods, Richard Louv inserts two different definitions of nature as defined by the nature poet Gary Snyder. One of those definitions is that “nature includes the material world and all of its objects and phenomena” (Louv 8), the other definition is “the outdoors” (Louv 8). According to Mr. Snyder’s first definition, everything that is made up of atoms is a part of nature, even if it isn’t found in a place that is untouched by humans. For his second definition, Mr. Snyder differentiates between what is man-made and what could be found in a place untouched by humans.
However, Mr. Louv’s own definition of nature is slightly different. He defines nature as a “natural wilderness: biodiversity, abundance-related loose parts in a backyard or a rugged mountain ridge” (Louv 8). In his definition Mr. Louv is being both more and less stringent than Mr. Snyder in his definition of nature. He is being more stringent in his definition because he is not including man-made items as a part of nature.
In his book, Louv gives the impression that “environment” should be defined as the circumstances, objects, or conditions by which one is surrounded, or where you happen to be in one moment of time. Obviously this means that your environment could change from one minute to the next, especially if you were to enter your house from the outdoors, or vice versa. “Wilderness” however is defined as an area of Earth which is untouched, uncultivated or uninhabited by man. Because humans are constantly trying to expand our control over nature, there are very few places that can still truly be considered wilderness.
In regards as to how each different definition’s interpretation is significant in regards to human-ecosystem interactions, it really depends on how much of the world you consider “nature” to encompass. If you do believe that man-made items are a part of “nature”, then it is very easy to understand that our actions have consequences on our ecosystem, even if they aren’t very immediate. Conversely, if you do not believe that “nature” encompasses items made by humans, then it is very hard to understand how our actions have potentially deadly effects on our ecosystem.
As Louv states, “Though we often see ourselves as separate from nature, humans are also part of that wilderness.” (Louv 9) Whenever we humans use the natural resources that we feel we are entitled to, such as marine life and the forests, we cause disastrous effects on the ecosystem if we do not regulate our usage of each of the many natural resources we use. Not only should we regulate our use of natural resources, we should also find a way to return our waste to the ecosystems in a way that would benefit the ecosystems instead of harming them as we are doing now.

Blargh. I hate this take home essay stuff. I'm in my NORTH VILLAGE living room listenign to the rain hit the roof. It is VERY unsettling to hear the rain strike the roof with such force, but I definately feel real cosy being up at this hour drinking plain old Lipton tea with milk and sugar talking to Jones and Em.

Fruit

Girls are like
apples on trees. The best
ones are at the top of the tree.
The boys don't want to reach for
the good ones because they are afraid
of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they
just get the rotten apples from the ground
that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples
at the top think something is wrong with
them, when in reality, they're amazing.
They just have to wait for the right
boy to come along, the one
who's brave enough
to climb
all the way
to the top
of the tree.

Boys Boys Boys

PA. Summer 2009. Once again, I'm working. And making friends.

Crazy

Here's to the Crazy Ones

Here's to the crazy ones.
The misfits. The rebels.
The troublemakers. The round
pegs in the square holes - the
ones who see things differently.
They're not fond of rules and
they have no respect for
the status quo. You can praise
them, disagree with them,
quote them, disbelieve them,
glorify or vilify them.
About the only thing that you
can't do is ignore them.
Because they change things.

- Jack Kerouac

Lascivious

Indicating sexual interest or expressive of lust or lewdness: a lascivious gesture.



Wow. Story of my life.

Finishing

"Come on dont ever quit until you finish."

Yes, thats an awesome attitude.
And whats better is, he planned
it like that. I was talking about
quitting my paper, but he made
a sexual innuendo out of his advice.

Score. Awesome find AST!

Queen

There is only one Queen
shes a Kentucky wonder bean

and in the opium den
lies the comedienne

Not sure where this comes from... But I rather enjoy its randomness. Maybe I'll add to this post later.

XOXO

..::Ugh::..

Chilling with Pat.
All is good.
Get a text from frat.
Why does he act so misunderstood?

Why can't he leave me be?
On Saturday we were spotted.
How could he not see?
That my feelings for him have rotted.

I just really want to be alone
with Pat I am so happy,
When I saw frat I let out a groan
Went from feeling sappy to feeling crappy


Worst thing ever, but I'm not normally "creative"

Ruh-Roh

A certain someone knows who I am.

I do not approve of that person reading my blogs.

They are only for Emmy Dee and myself to read.

Please continue studying for Finals.

XOXO. You. Know. You. Love. Me.

Stolen.

One little

Two little

Three little freshman...

All snug in one bed!

And there is a girl, and she is confused and breathless-innocently blissful to find herself in this situation. A month ago she would have balked at this idea, and now here she is...

And there is another girl, and she is wondering if she's losing this tenuous connection, and she worries that she doesn't have anyone here, and she wants someone, something now please.

And there is a boy, and he is confused and doesn't know what will get him the best possible results. He is linear, very linear, and quiet and possibly very smart or maybe very vapid.

Squinch your eyes together, squinch them tight and believe... believe. In the movies it works, if you try hard enough. And we will fly back in time; just like when you play a video backwards, our innocence and wide-eyed curiosity will be sucked back into ourselves.

We will walk to the graveyard and call ghosts with seances, clutching each other with delicious fright. We will throw snow at each other and clip magazines and go to Floor Activities with enthusiasm and fervor.

And then the second girl will find her place in a house of smoke and Men, leaving the boy behind. And the first girl will wait a while, lingering before she too abandons the boy and the frivolity for real Mature Fun. And the boy will forget about them, because he will find a girl to lie in a bed with, just the two of them now.

Years from now one will pull out a candid shot, all three with limbs intertwined. A smile and a memory, and then back to Reality.

*

*

*

"All three with limbs intertwined..."

Success

I was able to wake my lazy ass up and register for the classes I wanted. Started at 7:15AM and I kept refreshing the browser to make sure the two classes with just one spot left in each were still open. at 7:29 on my computer I attempted to register, and lo and behold, i am now registered for
ART 171.02 [MW 1:30-3:20]
COMRT 120.03 [TTH 9:30-10:45]
ENVSC 190.00 [MW 11-12:15], and
PSYCH 206.05 [TTH 1:30-2:45]

Now all I have to do next semester is drop the art class and hopefully add my PSYCH 152.Well its 7:37 right now and i need to write another page for my F.S. paper, sleep some more, and hopefully shower.


X0X0

:)

Having Pat over tonight made me happy.
I haven't felt this giddy in awhile.
& it's kinda scary.

He was sick yesterday so I didn't see him.
Today he was still sick so he tried to say I wouldn't get a kiss.
HAH!
Its sweet, but I get what I want.
Now my throat kinda feels funny though.

I don't wanna feel like I'm making him do things he isn't ready for.
So I told him to think about it.
Sometimes I forget that he's older than me.
In this, he seems so much younger than me, no question about it.
But once, I broke down his shell a little, he started to take charge.
What imMATURE FUN!
I'll get him to stay one of these nights. Hopefully.
Now my bed and shirt smell of him.
How am I supposed to sleep alone?!

Love

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of everyday's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love thee with a passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints, --- I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life! --- and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.

I love you for always being there when I need a friend.
For when I need someone to procrastinate with.
I love you for basically living a life parallel to mine.
but mostly, I love you for being you,
even when others try and get you down.

<33333

Awe

I'm not quite sure how she does it, but she creates feelings in me im not quite comfortable with. With her gift for words and ability to say so much with so little, Emmy Dee has got to be one of my favorite poets. This might be stretching the truth in her eyes, but for me, its true as I adore her style.

The Age of Innocence is a great piece of work. Maybe because it involves yours truly? :) Her words make me go back to a time when I was carefree[er] and didn't have to decide if i was going to be good and sleep in my room or be "bad" and stay out all night. After the night i just spend wrestling with that paper and pulling my first semi all-nighter of the semester, it was a great little excerpt of my life to read and remember.

XOXO. You know you love me babe.