Having Pat over tonight made me happy.
I haven't felt this giddy in awhile.
& it's kinda scary.
He was sick yesterday so I didn't see him.
Today he was still sick so he tried to say I wouldn't get a kiss.
HAH!
Its sweet, but I get what I want.
Now my throat kinda feels funny though.
I don't wanna feel like I'm making him do things he isn't ready for.
So I told him to think about it.
Sometimes I forget that he's older than me.
In this, he seems so much younger than me, no question about it.
But once, I broke down his shell a little, he started to take charge.
What imMATURE FUN!
I'll get him to stay one of these nights. Hopefully.
Now my bed and shirt smell of him.
How am I supposed to sleep alone?!
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I LOVE this!
ReplyDeleteAnd I hate when they leave smell...we're already battling charm and good looks, do we have to fight smell too?
Haha. I just re-read it, and I actually like the way its written.
ReplyDeleteI honestly for once was bothered by the smell because I couldn't sleep. That never happens to me! & he has charm, and I think good looks. Ughhh.